| Location | Middlesbrough |
| Age | 0 |
| Cause of Death | Not Listed? |
| Date of Birth | 20/11/2008 |
| Date of Death | 20/11/2008 |
| Visitors | 2,148 since 21/11/2008 |
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We have been on fertility treatment for the past 2 years finally last August we found out I was pregnant before it got chance to sink in I sadly miscarried days later. We kept trying and again in July of this year I fell pregnant for the second time.
We went for an early scan which is a procedure after IVF treatment to find a healthy baby or so it seemed. At 11 weeks I started to have a small bleed and was rushed to the hospital for a scan, this is when our heartbreak began. We were told our baby had an oversized bladder (megacystics) we initially thought it is only a bladder surely something can be done. To our horror we were told it was very serious condition affecting only 1 in 10,000 boys and was even more rare in girls. we were then referred to Newcastle RVI to see a professor who deals with issues like this. After our first scan and consultation we felt like we had a little bit of hope as he told us things could be done to correct this as 90% of the time it is a boy but in girls it was alot more complicated.
We went back a week later to have the tests done to determine the sex of the baby if the chromosomes were ok and to have the babys bladder drained.
4 days later we phoned for the results to be told the chromosomes were fine but it was a girl which made things virtually impossible but we were prepared to keep fighting for our little baby girl.
We attended the RVI on 18th November 2008, everytime they had scanned our little girl she couldn't keep still, she was a little wriggler and she was so perfect. Today she was still and we knew there was something wrong they then confirmed that she had passed away. We feel she did it for her mammy and daddy as she knew they were going to be asked to end her life as further tests revealed her kidneys were not functioning at all. She was born sleeping on 20th November 2008, she came so peacefully and tried not to give her mammy any more pain and heartache as she knew she had suffered enough.
Lilly Ella Hall you were so beautiful, you were 17 weeks and 2 days. You had mammy's fingers and toes and daddy’s height as you where so long. You looked so peaceful and where everything we imagined you would be. Although you caused us heartache you made an imprint in our hearts. We will never forget you and one day we will get to meet you again.
We love you millions
Mammy and Daddy
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HAPPY BIRTHDAY FOR YESTERDAY PRINCESS
Happy Birthday for yesterday Lilly Mammy and Daddy lit a latern for you yesterday but it wouldnt leave the garden I think you would have been laughing at us chasing it around the garden in the rain.
Its your Brothers 1st Birthday party today I will make sure he lets his ballon go up in the sky with you so you get to enjoy his birthday too.
We talked about you all day yesterday and I have a big bunch of Lillys in our front room just to remind us of how special you are to us.
They is never a day goes by when I dont think about you your always in my thoughts and when your brother is old enough to understand I will tell him all about you darling.
Love you always our little Angel xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx Lots of hugs and kisses Mammy,Daddy and your little brother Austin xxxxxxxxxxx
Our special Angel Lilly xxxxxx
My life has changed so much Lilly your brother is just so perfect and I know you would have loved him so much I bet you watch over him all the time and laugh at all the funny things he does.
I still think about you all the time you will always be my little princess I think your brother has the long feet and hands just like you had I bet you would have been a double of your Daddy too totally gorgoeus I don't get a look in.
When I talk about you I always feel so proud of how brave you where and I will always be so thankful for the special gift you gave me and your Daddy.
I can't discribe how much I love your brother he is just my whole world and your Daddy is of course.
I love you so much Lilly love from your Mammy xxx
I will give your brother I big love from you xxx
Our special little girl
Mammy and Daddy want to thank you for such a special gift on the 24th November your little brother Austin Jay was born.
Once he is able to understand we will tell him all about how special you are to us.
We are so sorry we never got chance to let off your ballon on your birthday 20th November Mammy was in slow labour and ended up in hospital till your brother arrived I think this was your way of us not being sad by giving us something else to put our minds on we still talked about you all the time.
We hope you did get your ballon we know it was late but we also know you will have had lots of fun with it.
When mammy was in labour we really didnt want Austin to be delivered on 20th as this is your special day baby.
Your brother is so perfect just like you where its so mad cause when you where born you had big hands and feet and so has your brother I think you both get that from your daddy.
We thank you so much for guiding your healthy brother into the world.
You are so special to us and we will always remember the special gift you gave to us on 24th November THANKYOU WE LOVE YOU SO MUCH!!!
Love and kisses Mammy&Daddy xxxxxxxxxxxxxx
p.s love you loads big sister baby Austin Jay xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
Baby Austin Jay
Mammy has given birth to your little brother today I know you were watching over them and guiding him into the world safely. You will never be forgotton baby girl Love you lots Auntie Tracy xxx
Lilly
Hello sweet little girl me and aunty Jo havent forgot you, never will, we cant believe its been a year today, one day we will get to meet you sweet dreams little angel
Love you lots
Uncle Anthony and aunty Jo Jo xxxxx
Letting go of you
I know I have to let you go.
How I will I do not know.
I know that it's your time to die.
What I don't know is how to say goodbye.
I'll miss you so much I don't know what to do.
I guess I'll just end this poem with a goodbye and an I love you.
Jenna leigh Walters
In Memory of a beautiful baby girl.
I can't believe it is one year ago since you left us. My heart still aches for you everyday. Mammy is in slow labour and I think you have looked over them and made this happen because you want them to feel happy tomorrow. The pain of losing you will never go away and baby girl you will never be forgotten. I will get to meet you oneday. I love you always and forever.
Big kisses
Love from
Aunty Tracy
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Gorgeous Lilly Ella
Our Special little girl we cannot beleive that nealry 1 year ago we where broken hearted as we had to let you go.
Mammy only has 6 weeks left until your baby sister or brother will be born we will make sure there know just how special you are to mammy,Daddy and all the family.
We still talk about you all the time darling because you will never be forgotton and always be in our thoughts.
Your little cousins are hoping you will help santa out again this year they all think your santa's little fairy one very special fairy for helping make our dreams come true.
Mammy and Daddy will be sending you some very special ballons on the 20th November your birthday make sure you catch them and have lots of fun with them.
We love you so much and you must always remember you are our first special little girl our first child and we will always keep you in our thoughts.
Love you millions darling love always Mammy and Daddy xxxxxxxxxxx
Sweet Girl
Hello my sweet little darling, still havent forgotten about you, never will.
Looking forward to meeting you one day ! Still heartbroken
Love you loads and loads
Love uncle Anthony and auntie Jo Jo xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
Our special princess
I cannot believe you have made our dream come true you are such a special angel to mammy and daddy we asked you to guide us a healthy baby into the world and so far you have.
I am now half way through my pregnancy and mammy has had no problems by Christmas you will have a special baby brother or sister which we are so excited about.
You will always be our special girl and I hope you know how much me and daddy love you.
We talk about you every day and wonder how much this new baby will look like you.
Thank you darling for making our dream come true we love you so much and always will.
Love and kisses Mammy and Daddy xxxxxxxxx
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