Lilly Ella Hall

2008 - 2008
LocationMiddlesbrough
Age0
Cause of DeathNot Listed?
Date of Birth20/11/2008
Date of Death20/11/2008
Visitors1,123 since 21/11/2008
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We have been on fertility treatment for the past 2 years finally last August we found out I was pregnant before it got chance to sink in I sadly miscarried days later. We kept trying and again in July of this year I fell pregnant for the second time.

We went for an early scan which is a procedure after IVF treatment to find a healthy baby or so it seemed. At 11 weeks I started to have a small bleed and was rushed to the hospital for a scan, this is when our heartbreak began. We were told our baby had an oversized bladder (megacystics) we initially thought it is only a bladder surely something can be done. To our horror we were told it was very serious condition affecting only 1 in 10,000 boys and was even more rare in girls. we were then referred to Newcastle RVI to see a professor who deals with issues like this. After our first scan and consultation we felt like we had a little bit of hope as he told us things could be done to correct this as 90% of the time it is a boy but in girls it was alot more complicated.

We went back a week later to have the tests done to determine the sex of the baby if the chromosomes were ok and to have the babys bladder drained.
4 days later we phoned for the results to be told the chromosomes were fine but it was a girl which made things virtually impossible but we were prepared to keep fighting for our little baby girl.

We attended the RVI on 18th November 2008, everytime they had scanned our little girl she couldn't keep still, she was a little wriggler and she was so perfect. Today she was still and we knew there was something wrong they then confirmed that she had passed away. We feel she did it for her mammy and daddy as she knew they were going to be asked to end her life as further tests revealed her kidneys were not functioning at all. She was born sleeping on 20th November 2008, she came so peacefully and tried not to give her mammy any more pain and heartache as she knew she had suffered enough.

Lilly Ella Hall you were so beautiful, you were 17 weeks and 2 days. You had mammy's fingers and toes and daddy’s height as you where so long. You looked so peaceful and where everything we imagined you would be. Although you caused us heartache you made an imprint in our hearts. We will never forget you and one day we will get to meet you again.

We love you millions
Mammy and Daddy
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Mammy & Daddy

Hello my little angel. Thank you for watching over Mammy & Daddy hope you know how much impact you have on our lives. We will never forget you and I will make sure your sister or brother know how special you are and always will be.

I will never forget the moments you came into our lives even though you were sleeping with the angels.

Tracy Williams (Auntie) 4 weeks ago

Lilly Hall special Angel

Hi Darling

Mammy and Daddy have finished all our treatment again mammy has had a very hard 4 weeks on injections.
When I went to the hospital to find that everything was going to plan and that I had reacted well to the treatment I instantly thought my Lilly our Angel was looking down on us.
I just hope that all our hard work will again pay off I want your Daddy to give me that very proud look again like the one he gave me when I told him I was pregnant with you.
Keep looking over us darling and make our wish come true.
We love you so much April will be a very hard month for us as we would have been getting all excited for you arrival.
You are always in our heart Lilly love Mammy and Daddy xxxxxxxxxx

Amanda Williams (Mummy)
March 25, 2009

Lilly Ella Hall

our very special little niece taken from us so soon, even though we never got to meet you we just no you will of been so beauitful through and through.you will always be in our hearts and thoughts always and forever.we will always be there for your mammy and daddy if they ever need us,and we no that there special litle girl will be safe playing with the angels.play safe lilly take care and watch over your mammy and daddy

lots of love hugs and kisses always and forerver
aunty natalie + uncle rob
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Amanda Williams (Mummy)
February 15, 2009

Lilly Ella

Tomorrow will be a very tough day darling we are getting your postmortem results.
Mammy and Daddy need answers as to why you where taken from us you would have been due very soon.
Mammy was thinking today I would have been getting all excited buying your cot etc I just wish things could have been different.
We would have given you the world you where so wanted.
I keep thinking when will it get easier I don't think it ever will you will always be our first little girl.
We love you so much you will always mean the world to us and we will always keep the special memories we have of you in our hearts.
We love you so much Mammy and Daddy xxxxxxxxxxxx

Amanda Williams (Mummy)
February 11, 2009

Lilly Ella

Tomorrow will be a very tough day darling we are getting your postmortem results.
Mammy and Daddy need answers as to why you where taken from us you would have been due very soon.
Mammy was thinking today I would have been getting all excited buying you cot etc I just wish things could have been different.
We would have given you the world you where so wanted.
I keep thinking when will it get easier I don't think it ever will you will always be our first little girl.
We love you so much you will always mean the world to us and we will always keep the special memories we have of you in our hearts.
We love you so much Mammy and Daddy xxxxxxxxxxxx

Amanda Williams (Mummy)
February 11, 2009

Our Special Girl Lilly Ella

Hi Darling

We feel like it was such along time ago that We got to hold you tiny hands and see your beautiful face.
We are at the hospital next week we will find out why you where taken away from us so sudden.
Not a day goes by without us talking about you and how special you will always be to us.
As the days go by we are begining to look forward to the future but the future will never be fully complete without our special girl.
We love you always Angel Lilly love Mammy and Daddy xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

Amanda Williams (Mummy)
January 24, 2009

My Little Angel

This year has been so sad for me and we are only 3 weeks into it. Everyday I think about what we should have been looking forward to this April. I was looking through old pictures of your Mammy today and thought of how much you would have been like her. Mammy is trying to take each day as it comes and is hoping you help bless them with a sibling or 2. I am sending Dylan to look after her for a few days as Daddy is having a well deserved break with the lads, don't worry she will be in good hands. I will always love you and don't forget me we will meet oneday. Love you xxxxxxxx

Tracy Williams (Auntie) January 23, 2009

Hi Lilly we would like you to know that our thoughts are with you and your family now as they have always been. Love Andy, Wendy, Raeanne, Keeya and Halle xx

Andy Vincent January 21, 2009

My Special girl

Hi Darling

Mammy is finding life without you in my tummy very hard April is not that far away and this is when my beautiful little girl would have come into the world.
Sadly you came to early and you were very poorly I just wish things could have been different.
Everyone thinks I should be getting on with my life now but its easy for them to say that they didnt see how perfect you where.
It as only been about 8 weeks since I lost you and the pain will never go away I miss you and love you so much.
Mammy and Daddy start our fertility treatment again soon and I am very positive and eager to start this again I just hope it works first time.
Please make Mammys wish come true and guide us a healthy baby into this world I couldnt bare to go through all the heartache I went through when I lost you.
Watch over us darling.
Love you always Mammy xxxxxxxx

Amanda Williams (Mummy)
January 13, 2009

Our Special Angel

Hi Darling

I know we are supposed to say happy new year but we still miss you so much darling.
We are gonna start this hopefully more positive than last year as last year was a really bad year for us although we got to meet the most special little girl EVER it was only for a very short time.
Mammy and Daddy are hoping that now you are our special ANGEL that you will look over us and this time guide us a healthy baby into the world.
You will never be forgotton and you will always be in our hearts but we need to keep fighting for our longed for special wish.
We will always love you Lilly please watch over us and make our wish come true.
Love always ANGEL Lilly
Mammy and Daddy xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

Amanda Williams (Mummy)
January 1, 2009
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