| Location | Middlesbrough |
| Age | 0 |
| Cause of Death | Not Listed? |
| Date of Birth | 20/11/2008 |
| Date of Death | 20/11/2008 |
| Visitors | 1,210 since 21/11/2008 |
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We have been on fertility treatment for the past 2 years finally last August we found out I was
pregnant before it got chance to sink in I sadly miscarried days later. We kept trying and again in
July of this year I fell pregnant for the second time.
We went for an early scan which is a procedure after IVF treatment to find a healthy baby or so it
seemed. At 11 weeks I started to have a small bleed and was rushed to the hospital for a scan, this
is when our heartbreak began. We were told our baby had an oversized bladder (megacystics) we
initially thought it is only a bladder surely something can be done. To our horror we were told it
was very serious condition affecting only 1 in 10,000 boys and was even more rare in girls. we were
then referred to Newcastle RVI to see a professor who deals with issues like this. After our first
scan and consultation we felt like we had a little bit of hope as he told us things could be done to
correct this as 90% of the time it is a boy but in girls it was alot more complicated.
We went back a week later to have the tests done to determine the sex of the baby if the chromosomes
were ok and to have the babys bladder drained.
4 days later we phoned for the results to be told the chromosomes were fine but it was a girl which
made things virtually impossible but we were prepared to keep fighting for our little baby girl.
We attended the RVI on 18th November 2008, everytime they had scanned our little girl she couldn't
keep still, she was a little wriggler and she was so perfect. Today she was still and we knew there
was something wrong they then confirmed that she had passed away. We feel she did it for her mammy
and daddy as she knew they were going to be asked to end her life as further tests revealed her
kidneys were not functioning at all. She was born sleeping on 20th November 2008, she came so
peacefully and tried not to give her mammy any more pain and heartache as she knew she had suffered
enough.
Lilly Ella Hall you were so beautiful, you were 17 weeks and 2 days. You had mammy's fingers and
toes and daddy’s height as you where so long. You looked so peaceful and where everything we
imagined you would be. Although you caused us heartache you made an imprint in our hearts. We will
never forget you and one day we will get to meet you again.
We love you millions
Mammy and Daddy
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Hi Lilly we would like you to know that our thoughts are with you and your family now as they have always been. Love Andy, Wendy, Raeanne, Keeya and Halle xx
My Special girl
Hi Darling
Mammy is finding life without you in my tummy very hard April is not that far away and this is when my beautiful little girl would have come into the world.
Sadly you came to early and you were very poorly I just wish things could have been different.
Everyone thinks I should be getting on with my life now but its easy for them to say that they didnt see how perfect you where.
It as only been about 8 weeks since I lost you and the pain will never go away I miss you and love you so much.
Mammy and Daddy start our fertility treatment again soon and I am very positive and eager to start this again I just hope it works first time.
Please make Mammys wish come true and guide us a healthy baby into this world I couldnt bare to go through all the heartache I went through when I lost you.
Watch over us darling.
Love you always Mammy xxxxxxxx
Our Special Angel
Hi Darling
I know we are supposed to say happy new year but we still miss you so much darling.
We are gonna start this hopefully more positive than last year as last year was a really bad year for us although we got to meet the most special little girl EVER it was only for a very short time.
Mammy and Daddy are hoping that now you are our special ANGEL that you will look over us and this time guide us a healthy baby into the world.
You will never be forgotton and you will always be in our hearts but we need to keep fighting for our longed for special wish.
We will always love you Lilly please watch over us and make our wish come true.
Love always ANGEL Lilly
Mammy and Daddy xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
Our special little Lilly xxxxx
Hi Lilly our special brave girl
Mammy and Daddy havent forgotton about you we have just been busy back at work but it doesnt stop us thinking about you every second of every day.
Mammy and Daddy are starting to smile abit again I think its when we think of you and how beautiful you are to us and how much WE LOVE YOU makes us want to keep fighting and be strong
Lilly you have made Mammy and Daddy very strong together Mammy loves Daddy even more now because of how much support he has given me he really keeps me going baby you would have really loved him just as much as Mammy does.
Mammy always has lovely dreams now because they are always of you our little princess.
Love you always and rememebr you will always have a big place in our heart.
Mammy and Daddy xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
My beautiful Little girl
Hi Darling
I can't stop thinking about you even now I have gone back to work I still think about you every second of the day I love telling people how perfect you where.
I am really not looking forward to Christmas without you if they was such a thing as a real santa I would ask him to bring you back.
Every night Mammy cries herself to sleep just thinking what did me and Daddy did so wrong to have you taken away from us it was so unfair I never even got to see your little eyes looking up at me.
We would have given you the world as we fort so hard just to concieve you which made you even more special.
Mammy will never give up trying I still havent had the experience of being a Mammy properly although I have experienced the love that I have for you I want to be able to do all the special things that Mammys get to do with they children.
I still feel so empty and broken hearted without you I will never forget the time I first saw you moving around on the scan and all the other times I seen you moving that was such a special moment for me and I will cherish that forever.
I love you and miss you so much.
Mammy xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
Daddys Little Girl
I was so proud of your Daddy yesterday when he carried you into the church.
Bet you loved your Daddy carrying you its someting Daddy wanted to do for you as he never got to hold you properly when I had you as you were so tiny.
Daddy written a special poem for you this was read in the service it was very beautiful I hope you liked it.
We really love you darling yesterday was very hard but you must remember we were not saying goodbye to you as we never will.
All your cousins think you are santa's angel and that you are helping him with they presents I have told them that they must be good because you will be watching them.
I will watch for your star baby I know it will be the biggest star in the sky because you are that special you will always stand out.
Mammy and Daddy have made a special wish since you are now a very special ANGEL will you look over us and make our wish come true.
Love you loads our special girl Lilly Ella.
Mammy and Daddy xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
Poem written especailly for Lilly Ella Hall
The time we spent with you was so very precious if only for a short time.
The memories of you will last in our hearts for the rest of our life time.
To us you were so very special much more than words can say.
But to hold your hands and touch your feet won't let the pain go away.
You are gone from our lives but not from our hearts we'll remember everyday.
You were our little girl that the angels came to take away.
Goodnight God Bless our brave little girl love Mammy and Daddy.xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
(Daddy wrote this for you he wanted you to have a special poem just for you his specail little girl) xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
My Brave Little Girl
Baby girl your cousin Holly had her birthday party today it was a princess party you would have loved it.
Mammy was thinking about how many princess party's you would have had you would have been so spoilt.
I think about you all the time darling you will always be my little princess.
My heart aches so much for you don't think it will ever get better without you but I know you will be looked after and you will have lots of princess friends.
Love you millions my perfect little girl.
Mammy xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
Christmas Tree
Hello again Lilly Ella. We have put our christmas tree up today and placed our little teddy bear angel with your name up at the top were you will always be to me, at the top of my thoughts and my heart. As we were dressing it I imagined just how excited you would have been at christmas time. Santa would have brought you lots of little girly toys. I bet you have loads though up in heaven, I hope your not like mammy she was a tomboy she would have rather played with cars. I hope you have the bossy side of mammy and you put everyone in their place. I bet you are like daddy and play jokes on everyone. They will all be having a ball up there with you. Love you always baby girl love and hugs Auntie Tracy
P.S Did you pass Lennon's message on he left you on your candle.
Our Little Angel Lilly Ella
Lilly Ella we met you last week for the first time this was very special it feels like such a long time ago that we where holding your tiny hands.
We miss you so much Baby but we will never ever forget those specail moments we spent with you.
You will always have a special place in our hearts and we will always love so much.
You will always be Daddys little Angel and Mammys little princess.
Love you loads darling.
Mammy and Daddy
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